Fiction~~The Last Pure Human~~Ch. 36
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Rui, Davin, and Mick had been trying to make Kasan ‘see reason’ for
hours. It was too cold to go outside, they’d remind him. The storm was
still raging. Max had only just stopped shivering.
Kasan heard each and every argument, he even agreed with them, but
after a few minutes, without fail all he could think about was taking
Max away from them all to somewhere safe. A secure room in the Citadel,
with the shokan guarding the doors. That would protect the little one.
No one could hurt him there. Davin talked him back down every time
Kasan spoke of it, but the thought seemed trapped in Kasan’s brain like
a fly in amber.
Davin forced him to walk out of the protection of the room and climb
halfway up to the open door of the Haven
before Kasan could finally understand what he was saying. The wind
howled down the stairs. Debris slid down with it, mixed with small
streams of water and adding to the centuries-worth already collected at
the bottom. And the one thing that finally got through to Kasan was the
icy rain that hit him in the face as he climb the stairs. It was sharp
against his skin, almost sleet, and the chill was unmistakable.
It still wasn't safe to take Max back out into the forest. However much
Kasan wanted his consort safe, going outside wasn’t the way to make it
happen.
Kasan shivered, head spinning. The urge to protect Max and get him
alone gnawed at him, a driving compulsion that he couldn’t overcome and
barely wanted to admit to. Davin had tried to talk to him about it, but
tales of men who’d gone feral and the days of backsliding into
instinctive behaviors that could follow were the last things Kasan
wanted to hear.
But this was obviously affecting his judgment. And he couldn't hurt Max
again, so Kasan stood on the stairway and let the icy rain coat him
until it dripped down his naked body. The colder he got, the more it
cleared his head.
He stayed until his teeth were chattering.
Once he reached the base of the stairs, Kasan headed for the lit
doorway where Davin and Mick were watching, naked as well but for
Mick’s bandage and Davin’s bruises. Davin’s ears quirked inquiringly
and then he nodded. Kasan’s face likely said it all. Kasan walked past
them silently and stopped once he entered the room. The bluish glow of
the light gave the illusion of moonlight coating the room. Kasan had
always felt calmer during the full moons, but it wasn’t comforting any
longer.
He stared over at Max and felt more helpless than ever. Max was yawning
to himself, still bundled up, cradled on top of Ando-kees’ enormous
paws, curling against the beast’s fur. He seemed so fucking fragile.
How was Kasan going to keep him safe? He hadn’t even saved him in the
first place; Max was the one to find him!
Kasan shuddered as a low heat spike made itself known. He didn't have
much longer before he and Max would have to be intimate again. The pain
and heat were a constant, low-level buzz now, with a few small peaks to
rattle him. There wasn’t enough time to wait around here for the storm
to finish, not if Max was to have the best chance at surviving the next
heat without more emotional trauma.
Uncle Frodi had to examine Max
and make sure that the injuries Kasan had inflicted were healing as
they should. Maybe there was a reason he still moaned as though pain.
Maybe the nanites weren’t as efficient at healing genetically pure
humans. What if Kasan’s heat spiked, he made love to Max, and it
injured him even more? The very thought nauseated Kasan. He’d done
enough damage already.
But he wasn’t sure what to do. Yes, they’d made him see that trying to
get back to the other Haven was untenable, but how else would they get
home? This Haven looked like it was falling apart around them. Kasan
doubted there was a straight path back home through here, even if
they’d been willing to wander the dark hallways looking for it. It
could take days to find your way around a Haven without a map, and that
was in good conditions. He also couldn’t help the niggling fear that
Purists might, by some slim chance, have managed to find a connection
to this Haven from the other one. It wasn’t unheard of; there had been
linked Havens before.
Davin asked Mick how he was doing in a low voice and drew Kasan’s
attention. He should remember his responsibility to them, as well,
although it was hard to drag his mind away from Max’s needs. Mick’s arm
needed seeing to. The nanites would have started the healing but
infection wasn’t unheard of. Rui was not going to last too much longer;
he was flushed, eyes dilated, and vacillating between dazed lust and
coherence. He looked like he should already have a consort under him.
Not to mention all the family that had come to Max’s aid. They were
still in the other Haven. They would be searching until they found Max
or they dropped. Kasan knew that far too many were as dedicated – and
stupidly self-sacrificing – as Niku and the others. They would put
themselves in danger if they thought it would help them find Max
quicker. Kasan had to get back and get word to the others that his
consort had been found.
But he couldn’t put Max in danger to do it! Even with the growing heat,
he could barely tolerate the idea of making love to him again so soon
after harming him. Kasan had to get Max to trust him again, if it was
even possible. But if they couldn’t go up into the jungle, he didn't
believe his will power could outlast the storm’s.
Kasan paced from one side of the room to the other, discarding one
useless solution after another. His eyes were drawn to Max every time
he passed by, and then to Rui when he reached the opposite wall. Rui
was no longer allowed near Max. His heat had made him too volatile and
unpredictable, at least as far as Kasan, with his own heat driving him,
was concerned. Spear just out of reach next to him, Rui was completely
stiff, trying to edge away from the female shokan who had plastered
herself against his side as though she’d adopted him. Kasan wished he
could have enjoyed the sight.
“We’ll think of something,” Mick said quietly. He leaned against Davin, holding the hand that wasn’t carrying the light.
“I know,” Kasan snarled back. He cursed as his tail hit the wall
painfully hard. It was bruised already; he couldn’t control the urge to
lash it back and forth, no matter how close he was to solid rock.
"He's sleeping finally," Rui said softly.
Kasan glanced over and saw Max's slack lips, face filled with color,
the twitching that had accompanied his dozing finally still. Max had
been so miserable that the little one had been in and out of
consciousness since they'd brought him down here. Kasan had been
worried it was injury related until Davin persuaded him otherwise. He
could only keep his calm by reminding himself that the nanites would help Max, even with this. They could repair damage from hypothermia; they should be able to help him with any other issues.
Except the emotional ones.
"Maybe the storm will pass soon," Mick offered.
Kasan didn't do more than bare his teeth in the man's direction.
Mick’s ears wilted. "Yeah, I suppose not," he said more quietly.
Davin gave Kasan a growl back. "Mick's trying to help. Don't be a dick, Prince Kasan."
Kasan flinched at the reminder of his title. Davin and most of the
others only did it when they thought he was being particularly nasty.
But better he snarl then jump on something and claw it to pieces. He
was trying, dammit!
He prowled through the room again, avoiding everyone. A
particularly loud gust of wind screamed down the staircase and into the
hallway. Kasan checked to make sure it hadn’t woken up Max. The shokan
was taking good care of him; at least that was something. Max had two
beings who could protect him now. Three if you counted the female.
Kasan stopped pacing and looked at the shokan again. They’d been almost
preternaturally helpful up until now. And Ando-kees seemed so smart,
almost as if he could understand what Kasan was trying to say. Maybe-
Kasan quickly crouched down next to Ando-kees. “We need to get back
home.” He felt ridiculous and desperate, but Ando-kees looked back at
him and Kasan would swear those eyes were suddenly much more focused.
The female shokan’s head came up and she pushed away from Rui to come
near with an inquiring tilt of her head. Kasan felt like he could
almost read her mind. He growled. “Not your home. Ours.”
She whuffed at him and left, flopping back down on Rui. Her head
thumped into the young man’s lap. She bared her fangs at Kasan once she
got comfortable.
“Don’t anger her while she’s so close to me, please,” Rui said weakly.
Kasan ignored him. “Max needs help and the storm is too much for him.”
“Too much for my naked ass, too,” Davin commented.
“Shut up.” Kasan took a deep breath. This was not
stupid, not if it worked. “We need to get back to the Citadel, beast.
Do you know any way to do that without staying out in the forest for
long? Max will get sick again if he goes outside.”
Ando-kees looked at him carefully then lifted up his head to look at
Max sleeping on his paws. He nuzzled Max with his nose, snorting when a
grumpy twitch of the lips was the only response. Ando-kees jerked his
head to Max and back at Kasan.
Hoping he wasn’t losing his sanity, Kasan delicately picked up Max and
cradled him against his chest. Max murmured under his breath and leaned
toward him to soak up more warmth.
Silently, Ando-kees got to his feet, stretching. He sauntered over to
the female and rubbed his head against her. Then he let his claws out
one by one and yawned right in front of Rui’s face, showing his fangs.
Rui looked ready to shatter he was so stiff.
The female stood up without the fanfare. She bumped against Ando-kees
in mid-yawn and Kasan heard the beast’s teeth come together with a
sharp, surprised clack. Kasan saw her give Ando-kees a strange look,
almost like she was laughing silently, and then they both padded to the
doorway, past Davin and Mick and into the darkness. In tandem, they
looked back at them from the corridor. Their eyes made glowing points
where they reflected Davin’s light.
“I will be damned,” Davin whispered. “How- Never mind how. Should we follow them?”
“They led us here and that worked out, didn’t it?” Kasan walked past
Rui. “Hurry up. The faster we can get to safety, the better.”
Davin and Mick jumped to their feet, grabbing their spears. The light
bobbed in crazy patterns against the wall until Davin settled it on the
two animals. Kasan stepped up behind them both and let Davin take care
of the light and the lead. Rui and Mick fell in behind Kasan.
Max didn’t stir, finally in a deeper sleep instead of the previous
dozing. It was amazing how Max’s ability to sleep through anything
could make Kasan smile, even now. If they were lucky, Max wouldn’t wake
until they were home, and maybe not even then unless Kasan pushed him.
Maybe he could even sleep through the next heat spike. That would be
such a blessing that Kasan prayed for it briefly as he walked out the
door.
Kasan expected the shokan to head up to the surface, possibly leading
to another shelter closer to the Citadel, but Ando-kees turned into the
darkness instead, waiting for Davin to catch up.
All of them stopped. The darkness loomed like a wall at the edge of the light.
“They want us to go into the
Haven?” Rui asked faintly, ears flat against his skull. He looked ill,
sweating and shaky, and eyed the dark as though it could become solid
and attack them. “But we don’t know the way. We’d be instantly lost.
And what about the light? What if it stops working when we’re down
there? We can’t-”
“Rui, protect Max. Always. We can trust them.” Kasan hoped like hell he
was telling the truth, because the gaping maw of darkness made his skin
crawl as well. Rui’s worry about the light was completely valid. They
didn’t know how long this one might last, and they’d already gone back
up the stairs once to find another. There weren’t any remaining that
hadn’t broken or lost their power source. If their light failed, they
were in serious trouble.
But he had to remember how much the beasts protected Max. Ando-kees had
found them this shelter for Max; Kasan had to trust him to get Max back
home.
“We’re following them,” he said. Mick wrapped his good arm around Rui,
murmuring comforting noises to him. Davin held the light higher, his
ears flicking back and forth nervously.
The beast had his head down, searching for something on the floor. The
female stood behind him, watching but not helping. Ando-kees eventually
found whatever he’d been looking for and moved just out of the circle
of light, waiting for them to catch up.
Kasan thought at first that Ando-kees was having problems seeing. Even
for a shokan, the dark in an unlighted Haven would be impenetrable. It
didn’t take him long to realize that Ando-kees could see fairly well;
this Haven was less secure than it should be. It was riddled with holes
to the surface. Some areas had so much debris in the way that the
ceiling itself must have collapsed. They had to climb over piles of
rubble more than once, Kasan holding Max carefully in one arm.
Shivering as a spray of water fell over his back, Kasan was fairly sure
that without the storm they would have been able to see fairly well.
The whistle of the wind rose and fell as they walked. Small unexpected
gusts blew droplets into their faces, and he caught the tang of water
and damp earth everywhere. Was this Haven older than the rest, or had
something happened? Maybe it had been abandoned due to a lack of
construction materials; Zonta claimed that had happened before, in the
earlier years.
It was comforting, on the one hand, because he was no longer worried
about bad air being a problem. They wouldn’t suffocate or run across a
build up of gases if the Haven was this damaged. But open areas meant
that it wasn’t sealed from any creatures up top. Anything that hunted
could come down here for a meal. They could be in danger from more than
the small scavengers he could hear skittering ahead and behind them.
Kasan mentioned the thought to the others and they walked on behind the
two shokan more on edge than ever. The echo of the wind waxed and
waned, sometimes screaming through the halls, sometimes whispering, but
it never stopped completely. The smells tickled unpleasantly in Kasan’s
nose. Fungus and sodden dirt were everywhere, clinging to their feet
and between their toes like slime.
The consistency was thicker where the water dripped down the walls, the
fungus and mildew taking over in those areas, with even a few plants
tucked into the corners. The one thing that Kasan counted as a blessing
was the rain that made it down to them. Having freezing wet droplets
spray against his privates, were his loincloth usually protected him,
cleared his mind from the heat. At least for a little while.
Kasan was just getting used to the noise and smells when it slowed to a
stop. They continued moving through the winding passageways, not
straight and precise like Kasan was used to, and the wind quieted
behind them. The tiny scrapes and chittering of small vermin stopped
after a few more turns. The soft huffs of their own breathing became an
oppressive rhythm as they moved deeper, their light an island in the
black. The dirt dried, then thinned, flattening out so they could feel
the stone underfoot. The grains grew finer until it was clear they were
walking through centuries of dust rather than accumulated dirt. And the
damn stuff began to fly into the air whenever their feet made contact.
Rui sneezed.
The light was enough to light the way, but only just. The darkness was
oppressive, and the visibility was getting worse. Every shuffle of
their feet made the dust hang in the air so that he felt like he was
moving through a choking fog. They began to slow, placing their feet
with more care to avoid kicking even more into the air.
No one spoke. Kasan wished he could think of something to say, but all
he could do was hold onto Max and follow Ando-kees, one step at a time,
trying not to think about what could go wrong. He had no idea how the
beast was picking out their trail but he didn’t care, as long as it got
them home. For all he knew, shokan could navigate a maze like this
through smell alone.
Kasan began to notice a downward slope as the path twisted to the left.
He opened his mouth to ask Davin’s opinion when Ando-kees and the
female stopped. Davin and Kasan exchanged a glance and carefully walked
forward. The two shokan had stopped where the path widened out into a
dark pit. What the hell was it?
They all crowded up behind them, Davin holding up the light so they
could see what they were dealing it. Kasan noted what looked like two
steps heading down and was looking for the third when he realized that
everything beyond that had collapsed to the floor below. Davin’s light
showed just far enough down to highlight the debris and the lack of
stairs.
Kasan and Davin backed rapidly away from the edge and pushed Mick and Rui behind them.
“It might not be stable,” Davin said quickly. Mick nodded. Rui stared
at him blankly before slowly nodding, looking confused. He swayed once.
Mick bit his lip and rubbed Rui’s shoulders, talking softly to him.
Kasan hadn’t realized Rui was this far gone. Had the heat been
progressing more rapidly since they started walking, or had it been
this bad in the room and Kasan just hadn’t noticed? He should have
noticed. Rui was one of his men; he should be taking care of him.
What were they going to do, now? They’d been walking for what felt like
hours, even if Kasan knew it hadn’t been. But if they had to go back
and find another way, who knew how long that could be! Max didn’t have
that much time. Kasan didn’t have that much time.
The shokan let out a half-growling yip and they all jumped back as it
leapt into the air. It landed down on the stone floor, exactly where it
had started, a handbreadth from the edge.
Kasan yelled at him. “Stop! You’ll break off the edge!”
Ando-kees turned, snorted, and then leapt high and landed hard two or
three more times before stopping with a ‘see?’ look on its furry face.
“Did it-” Mick’s eyes were huge. “Was that its way of showing us that…it’s safe?”
Ando-kees reared up and slammed its front paws down on the very edge. Not even a pebble fell to the floor below.
“I- possibly?” Kasan looked down at Max, whose head lolled against
Kasan’s chest. The shout hadn’t woken him at all. Kasan rubbed his
fingers against Max’s side where he held them. He wasn’t sure why that
it mattered whether the edge was stable or not; they couldn’t exactly
jump down-
Both shokan disappeared over the edge.
“Shit!” Davin held the light up high as though it could somehow find them even though they were well away from the edge.
“Dammit! Don’t you dare leave us, you dumb beast!” What were they
supposed to do, now? They couldn’t even find their way out of this
Haven without the help of the shokan! Cursing loudly, Kasan crept
forward to peer down into the gaping pit.
Davin and Mick joined him; Rui hovered behind. With the light held up,
they could make out the floor and the two shokan watching them from
below. Most of the rubble had fallen down in two large chunks. It
looked stable, and not as far down as Kasan had first thought.
Davin held the light out further, leaning. “We could jump that,” he
said casually. “Although if there’s no way into the Citadel, we could
wander down there for days before we find another set of stairs back
here. If there is one.”
Kasan wanted to growl how much he did not
want to go down there, but he couldn’t think of what else to do.
Finding their way back might be possible through the dust, but once
they got to the damaged areas up higher, he wasn’t so sure they’d have
clear tracks to follow. The urge to lay Max down and simply take him
was getting stronger as well. They didn’t have enough damn time to find another way.
And the shokan might not care about Kasan, or Mick and Davin, or even
Rui, but they cared about Max. “They haven’t steered us wrong yet,” he
said through grit teeth.
Kasan arranged Max carefully in his arms, bracing his head and neck
carefully. Holding the rest of him tight and tucked in close, he let
himself drop over the edge. Max barely twitched at the landing and
Kasan breathed a relieved sigh. Looking back up, he eyed the distance.
It wasn’t a huge fall, but it would be farther than he could jump back
out of. In the worst case, he thought he could make it out with his
claws, though.
Davin and Mick jumped next, landing neatly beside him. Rui was last,
breathing in shallow bursts. Even with the small light in Davin’s
hands, he wasn’t doing well with the constant blackness and his
building heat, staring behind them with wide eyes, ears flat against
his head. His grip over his spear was white knuckled and ready to stab
whatever fable came out of the darkness to attack them.
“I hope you know where you’re going, Ando-kees,” Kasan muttered. The
shokan yipped once, waiting for Davin and his light to catch up again
and sniffing carefully along the floor.
Kasan frowned as he looked down at the floor. “Are those…scuff marks?”
he asked carefully. He hadn’t noticed any tracks in the dust aside from
their own before, although he hadn't been looking, either. The hair on
the back of his neck went up as he began to scan the floor.
The marks weren’t broad enough to be made by a large animal, but it
wasn’t a small one either. This was exactly the type of thing he’d been
worrying about after discovering that the Haven wasn’t secure and
sealed. If something this size came at them from the dark, it could do
some damage if it had any proper claws or teeth at all. It could hurt
Max.
And it was heading in the same direction they were.
Then he noticed something more and crouched down to examine it. “It’s shokan.”
“That’s impossible,” Rui murmured, shaking. “It must be the female’s
prints. A shokan couldn’t survive down here, not in this dark. Maybe in
the upper areas where they could get out, if they were using it as a
den, but not down here.”
“I know. But…come and see. It’s a third set. Smaller. It’s probably
days old. Maybe weeks. I can’t tell how old the prints are with the air
currents down here. But it’s definitely a shokan print. It’s stumbling,
like it’s blind from the dark. Maybe injured, too.” It should be small
enough not to be a threat, if it was still alive, but the claws would
still be poisonous.
Rui had started to fade out again and barely nodded, swaying where he stood.
Kasan looked up at the floor above them where they’d jumped and then
back down at the tracks, trying to find where they began. “I think it
must have fallen in. Bring the light over, Davin.” The glow shifted and
Kasan pointed out more tracks. “Look, it starts here – there’s nothing
anywhere else. If one became lost and fell in, that might explain it.”
And it would mean there weren’t more of them waiting in the dark
somewhere, against all odds.
They all looked up at the hole gaping in the ceiling.
“A smaller juvenile could never make it back up there,” Mick said. “The poor thing must have starved down here.”
“Poor thing? I never met one before that I didn’t think was going to try to gut me, and now it’s a poor thing?” Davin asked.
“Any animal that would die down here in the dark, alone, would have my sympathy,” Mick said, shuddering.
Kasan had to agree. It was oppressive.
Ando-kees snorted and went to Davin to push him in another direction.
“Onward, huh?” Ando-kees bumped Davin so hard he almost fell. “I’m going, I’m going. Shit.”
The shokan led the way again down another corridor, everyone moving
slowly again, Davin carrying the light high so the shokan could see
farther down the corridors. They hadn’t walked long, enough of a turn
to put the broken stairs out of sight when there was a smell other than
the dust hanging in the air: rotting meat.
Kasan and Davin shared a glance – it was probably the shokan that had
been trapped down here. Kasan could admit that he was relieved to avoid
running into yet another shokan, even if the stench was highly
unpleasant.
The smell was getting stronger, that cloying, sickly-sweet smell that
made Kasan want to breath through his mouth, but he could taste it when
he did. He nearly gagged. The tunnel was craggier now, rock instead of
stone bricks, and as they went around another turn Kasan saw the light
flash off of something to the right and called out for Davin to stop
and bring the light closer.
“We’re almost out!” It was a map. Cruder than any Kasan had seen – this had
to be one of the earlier Havens – but the metal sheet no bigger than a
platter was fastened to the wall and had a map of the entire Haven.
These were always set up near the entrance!
Kasan looked around and saw the dark passage directly opposite, where
Ando-kees was already waiting, and he smiled, hugging Max more tightly
against his chest. Oh thank God, Max would be safe now. They were
almost there! Mick and Davin smiled giddily at each other. Rui’s was
more pained but still a bright slash across his face.
Kasan knelt down to address Ando-kees. “Thank you,” he said quietly. He
grit his teeth as Ando-kees let out a long suffering ‘whuff’ and merely
turned to walk ahead of them down the passageway. He didn’t care; the
beast had done it and Max would be safe and Rui could get a consort
before his heat grew too bad. Ando-kees could be as annoying as he
wished.
The smell of rotting flesh was stronger after a few steps but Kasan
couldn't bring himself to mourn whatever poor beast had died there.
They were so close! Davin and Mick pushed up behind the animals quickly
leaving Kasan and Rui to catch up in much dimmer light. Max slept on,
cuddled in Kasan’s arms. Kasan stroked his hand over his hip.
“Almost there, Gisho. Uncle can look you over and make sure you’re
well, and then we’ll…we’ll figure it out. We’ll figure it out, Max.”
Davin let out a strangled shout up ahead and Mick screamed. Kasan froze
for a shameful second and then he and Rui sprinted forward, teeth
bared. Kasan opened his mouth to tell Rui to stop – to keep Max
safe while Kasan helped Mick and Davin – but Mick and Davin weren’t
fighting anything. The tunnel dead-ended and they were standing at the
back of it, looking down on the floor as the shokan stood on either
side.
“I think you’d best come see this, Prince Kasan,” Mick said shakily.
With Rui guarding the rear, Kasan trotted forward with Max and stepped
between them. He blanched as he saw what was lying in a graying,
rotting heap on the floor, up against the door: a dead Kyashin. Male,
it looked like.
“What the-” He took a step back, staring. “How is that even possible?” he whispered.
Ando-kees growled at the rotting corpse and turned, clawing dust onto
it with his back paws before he came up to Kasan and nuzzled Max’s leg.
He turned and growled at the form again.
“I’m not very fond of the smell, either,” Davin muttered.
Hackles up, Kasan stepped closer. Who the hell was it? And more importantly, how had he died?
“Rui, keep an eye out.” Had the Purists killed someone? Did they have
access to this Haven too? Looking the body over, Kasan frowned. The
limbs were darker than they should be. “Davin, bring the light closer.
There’s something strange here.”
With the light, he wasn’t any closer to figuring out who it was but he
could identify the odd coloration of the dead man’s limbs. The clothing
wasn't the formal loincloth most of the guards and family wore in the
Citadel. They were town clothes, long sleeved top and long pants, close
fitted and dark. He even had shoes on, soft leather ones that laced up
his calves. And some sort of mask that wrapped around his head,
obscuring his face.
“Davin, take off his mask, would you?” Kasan shifted his hold on Max
while Davin grimaced and carefully peeled the dark fabric away from the
face. Some of the flesh from the neck came with it and Mick started to
gag behind him.
Kasan stared at the man’s features and frowned. His face was gaunt and
gray, but Kasan still didn’t think he recognized him and he knew nearly
every adult male in the Citadel, he’d thought. “Davin, Mick, do either
of you know him?”
Mick took a fortifying breath and peeked in quickly before turning away, covering his mouth. “No,” he said faintly.
“Don’t know him,” Davin said.
Rui hadn’t been in the Citadel long enough to even bother asking. He
looked him over more carefully and noticed something glinting around
his waist. “What’s that?”
Davin carefully took it out and began to swear. Kasan nearly did the
same. It was small, an angular piece of metal, almost cube-like. A
universal key. Kasan had never seen one in person but he’d seen
drawings. None of the Hinta had them; they didn’t tend to use that sort
of technology, especially with the Citadel’s tech restrictions. But
some of the other clans did. They could be used to open almost every
door in most cities that had been created before the Saviors all passed
away. They were usually used to keep littles out of dangerous areas.
Unless someone was visiting a city where the safety protocols had never
been undone and technology was lower, like the Hinta and a few of the
other clans. Then it was exceptionally useful to get into secured
areas, especially for those few who were more disreputable and engaged
in acts of thievery or worse.
But the last time Kasan had heard of something like this happening, it
had been halfway around the continent, not near the Hinta’s territory.
“So he’s not Hinta,” Kasan said slowly. “What is a dead man who is not
even from our clan doing in a Haven right next to the Citadel? What the
hell did he want?”
Davin looked at the wall the man was lying against. “Maybe he
discovered the Haven and was looking for a way in where he wouldn’t be
detected. I’ve heard that some of the professionals have done that
before. But…we have nothing someone would want. Even politically, we’re
usually too far away from any of the clans to be caught up in some of
their squabbles.”
“There’s no tracks from in here,” Rui said quietly, startling them.
“There’s only our tracks and that one smaller shokan’s, but none of
these prints come from shod feet. He can’t have come from inside here.”
Kasan looked quickly to confirm. So, he’d come from the Citadel, then.
A dead man who had to have been attacked inside the Citadel and died
here in the Haven. He couldn't even think of what could have happened.
And then Ando-kees kicked dirt on him again, making Kasan choke, and
suddenly he could.
“It’s the man we thought was eaten by the shokan,” he blurted out.
Davin and Mick looked at him and their eyes widened before backing away from Ando-kees. “You think he…killed him?”
“We-” Kasan swallowed, his throat dry. “We think someone was sent or
hired to get to Max. Which means if it was this man… he would have hurt
Max.” Kasan’s claws came out.
Mick stared at the corpse and then Ando-kees. “And the shokan killed him.” He smiled weakly. “Good shokan. Nice boy.”
Ando-kees bared his teeth and turned away.
He looked down at the ground, wondering when he was going to stop owing
the creature, and saw two tracks next to each other. One was the set of
tracks they’d spotted for the unknown shokan and one was from
Ando-kees. And they both have the same oddly shaped toe that stood out
a little in the track.
“Shit, it’s him.”
“What?” Davin looked around, confused.
“Those smaller shokan tracks, they’re from Ando-kees. Look, they’re the
same tracks. The size is the only difference. He must have fallen down
before his growth hit. This is how he got into the Citadel. No wonder no one saw him.”
Kasan couldn’t see how the animal could have managed it in the pitch
black, but the tracks didn’t lie. They were both from Ando-kees. The
shokan glanced back, shook his head, and reached up to bump a trigger
plate in the wall with his nose. The door slid open with a roaring hiss
as wind and rain coursed in.
Kasan and the others immediately ducked their heads, shivering. Kasan
stared at Ando-kees as the shokan hopped out the door and around a tree
standing in the way. He found himself unnerved again by the eerie
intelligence Ando-kees displayed.
It was keeping Max alive, he had to remember that. And…they needed to
keep moving. The wind that rushed into the open doorway was less than
in the jungle but still cold for an unclothed man.
Kasan stepped out warily, unsure where they would be, but Ando-kees
leapt ahead, female in tow. Kasan’s jaw dropped as he stepped around
the large tree nearly blocking the entrance and spotted the small
handhold on the side of it. He knew that handhold; there were more
attached to that tree leading all the way to the top. “It’s my garden!”
Mick and Davin peeked around as well. “Yours?”
“Yes! That damn beast has been living in my garden!”
…where Max had been before they ever knew the shokan was a danger.
Dammit, how many things had Kasan missed when it came to protecting
Max? He felt like he needed to have him locked in a room with guards
round the clock!
Shaking his head as they walked quickly along the path, Kasan didn’t
bother calling up the walls. All the guards that were in non-essential
positions had been pulled off to help look for Max. Kasan needed to get
inside, get the word out, and get Max taken care of.
He thought Davin might have said something but the wind’s rush through
the leaves was loud enough to block it. He led the way, shadowed by the
shokan, and it almost felt anti-climactic when the wall came in sight.
Nothing else leapt out at them to surprise them. The door opened
without a single flaw. The men and shokan scrambled inside and Kasan
closed the door. They stood, shivering in the sudden quiet.
Kasan didn’t know what to feel. He’d been keeping the Citadel as his
goal for so many hours now that he should have felt relieved but his
room was no longer a place of safety. It smelled wrong, stinking of
fear, and a small spike from his heat intruded and made him even more
wary. The room hadn’t been cleaned yet. There were still smears of
blood on the floor leading from the middle of the room to the door; no
wonder it smelled.
The female sniffed around them and growled, rubbing up against
Ando-kees and staying there, pressed against him. Davin, Mick, and Rui
stood blinking in the light.
“My loincloth drawer is to the right. Help yourself.”
Rui nodded and opened a drawer, snagging a blue cloth for himself and
tossing two more to Mick and Davin. He held up a red and gold one to
Kasan and then draped it over his shoulders at Kasan’s nod. Kasan could
put it on once Max was taken care of.
He held Max close, trying to control himself as the adrenaline faded
and his heat spiked in response. He had to get Max checked and get them
both privacy as soon as he could. He wouldn’t be brutal this
time. He wouldn’t let it be brutal ever again. He was going to
ensure that he was so gentle with Max that the little one would never
have to be afraid of what Kasan could do to him.
“You’re safe, now Max. I swear it. You’ll always be safe now.”
Max blinked sleepily, rousing for long enough to smile and nuzzle
against Kasan’s chest. Kasan leaned his head down to start nuzzling him
back. So beautiful. And he smelled so good. Kasan purred, staring at
him, then snarled as Davin cleared his throat.
Shit. He shook his head to clear it and pulled back from Max. He couldn’t get distracted; they were almost there!
“Right,” he said hoarsely. He looked around and caught a glimpse of
Ando-kees and the female walking across the room. They didn’t seem to
care about them any longer now that they were in the room, although the
female glanced at Max a couple more times. Ando-kees set his claws on
the curved beam leading to Kasan’s green house and clambered up to
disappear into the small entrance at the top. The other shokan was
right behind him. Kasan blinked after them and then looked at the pole,
realizing that the gouges in the wood, deeper than Kasan’s claws could
make, were in higher numbers than one climb would provide.
“You’ve been hiding in my greenhouse!” That was Kasan’s
sanctuary, a place he could do more with delicate plants. He’d spent
hours up there as a child when there’d been one too many snide comments
from the other children, or someone gumming up his tail for the
umpteenth time. No one could follow him up there without claws to help
them.
But Ando-kees was currently using it as a- what? A den? A wild animal
had been in his garden. He’d been in Kasan’s sanctuary, he’d been in
his room, with Max, and Kasan
hadn’t even known. The guards hadn’t known. None of them had a clue
that Max was living with a dangerous predator with all the innocence of
a child.
Kasan shuddered. Mick and Davin behind him shuffled uncomfortably,
although Kasan thought he heard a muffled but amused snigger from Davin.
“Shut up.” Kasan wanted to put more heat into it, but it wasn’t worth
it. Max mattered, the heat mattered, and family mattered. And looking
around the room with the old, rust colored stains of dried blood, Kasan
knew that he couldn’t be with Max here. It was too great a reminder of
what had happened to Max and Aosh.
“I’ve got to get Max checked out,” he said, clutching Max tighter as another wave of heat hit.
“Mick needs to be seen as well. One of the Purists got him pretty damn good.”
“You need to be seen, too, idiot,” Mick said fondly, prodding one of
Davin’s bruises. Davin had his arm around Mick’s middle and Kasan
snapped out of his daze enough to realize that Davin didn’t look that
good either.
“Come on. We’d better get going.”
Rui was silent, swaying, following behind them as Kasan opened the door
into the corridor. Kasan wasn’t surprised to find the usual guards
missing here too. Their manpower wasn’t unlimited; everyone had been
helping try to find Max.
He shifted Max in preparation of using the box next to the door until
he saw the broken pieces. Oh yes. Another remnant from Waran, the
bastard.
“There must be one down the hall,” Davin murmured. “We can use that.”
Kasan nodded, all of them moving in unspoken consensus. Kasan was
having a hard time calming himself and clutched Max so tightly his
consort whined in sleepy distress. Kasan relaxed his grip and shushed
him back to sleep.
The halls were eerily quiet, without the usual people you’d see
traveling them this time of night. It felt more like the abandoned
Haven than the citadel and Kasan’s ears were bristling with tension,
his tail stiff. His head couldn’t help wonder.
What if, somehow, there were more Purists than they’d thought? What if some had gotten into the citadel? What if they weren’t
safe? He would have felt foolish beyond words if he couldn’t hear the
others adjusting their grips on their weapons, too, and couldn’t see
their ears twitching as he knew his were. He wasn’t the only one
unnerved by the silence.
They carefully turned a corner and Kasan found a working box on the
wall. He nodded at Davin, unwilling to break his grip on Max. “Call on
the command channel. They’ll know what’s going on and they can spread
the word the fastest.”
Davin nodded and Kasan scanned the hallway as he heard him reporting in.
“This is Davin, assigned to troop 4 of the assaulting force into the
newly discovered Haven. I am back in the Citadel, section three, near
Prince Kasan’s room. I am with Prince Kasan and he has recovered his
consort. We need to know the situation. Is the citadel secure?”
Kasan nearly collapsed in relief as he heard a brief, startled ‘hold on
a moment’ and then a frantic scuffling noise. His brother’s voice came
on the box a moment later. “Kasan?” Jolan’s voice was so welcome.
“I’m here,” Kasan said, leaning in toward the box. Davin stepped aside.
“Damn it’s good to hear your voice! But how the hell did you get out in the residential quarters?”
“Another Haven; the Purists don’t seem to have found it yet. Connects
to my own damn garden. And there’s a dead man inside we’ll have to deal
with, too. Not Hinta.”
“What the-” Jolan’s voice cut off and he hissed like someone had jabbed
him in the ribs. “Fuck, Ko, all right! New Haven, dead man, not Hinta.
Got it.” There was a long silence and Jolan’s voice lowered.
“You’re still talking, and obviously walking, so I know you had to have
found Max. Is he-?”
“He’s fine,” Kasan said quickly. His throat closed up and he closed his
eyes, swallowing heavily. “We found Max in time before they…before they
did any permanent damage. He’s okay. I don’t- I don’t know what they
might have done to him, but…I was feral when I found- when he found me.
I-” His voice broke and he swallowed again. “He needs a healer. He’s
hurt.” And god how that hurt to say.
“Uncle Frodi’s down in healing station #2,” Jolan said gently. “I’ll
box down to him. He’ll be there. Max’ll be all right, Kasan. Just
remember that you found him and you’re both here. Everything else can
be solved.”
“I hope so,” Kasan murmured. He swallowed again, trying to keep his
mind on everything else, on anything else. “What’s the situation in the
Haven?”
“Chaotic, but we’ve got it contained, at least,” came Jolan’s blunt
reply. Kasan heard a faint ‘that’s an understatement’ in the
background. Sounded like Ko again. “We have to relay messages, as
expected down in an old Haven, but there’s a few working boxes so we’re
still getting regular reports. However, the Purists are like insects.
We think we’ve got them all and then more skitter out of some side room
and there’s another fight on our hands. We’ve had to go room by room.
“Zonta had a run in with Uncle, the fucker. The Purists tried to gut
him but one of the newbies took it in the side for him. I just heard
from the guards at the entrance; they’re bringing them back in now.”
Jolan’s voice lowered. “He couldn’t stop Uncle and no one’s seen the
asshole since then. The bastard might have made it out into the forest.
And…there’s been a few deaths.”
Kasan flinched at that. He wondered how many mates or consorts would
choose to end it themselves rather than die slowly when their next heat
spike hit. It was his or Leero’s responsibility to inform them. “Is
Leero back yet?”
There was a long pause. “No. He and father were separated from their
troop during one surprise attack. No one’s seen then in hours. Niku is
heading up everyone else.”
Kasan sucked in a shocked breath. Father and Leero?
“Leero’s a mean bastard and father is even sneakier than you when
you’re pranking someone. They’ll be all right,” Jolan said. Kasan
nodded to himself; he’d make himself believe it. He had to.
“I need someone to inform the families. Max and I – we’re not done. The
heat’s building up again pretty damn fast. I don’t know how long I’ll
be out of commission after Uncle clears Max. Oh, and we have another
Shokan with us now, a female.”
“Another one?!”
“We’ll need to talk about this later with the Elders, but yeah. They’re
both in my rooms. I don’t know how they’ll respond to people, so leave
any clean up or guard assignments for later, until I can help make sure
we don’t have some sort of incident.”
Jolan shook off whatever shock he felt. “All right, I’ll make a note:
do not disturb big, giant predators in Kasan’s room. And as for the
rest,” his voice softened. “We’ve got it covered. We weren’t sure when
we’d have you back, little brother. Neera can inform the families who
have lost people. So can Roto. Neera’s been wanting to get more
involved in the politics side of things, anyway. I think the Elders are
looking at her for the future, to be honest.”
Kasan could easily see Neera’s calm and Roto’s compassion being a
better fit for what the left behind consorts and mates needed than
Kasan could ever give. Maybe the elders would make that a permanent
thing. “Sounds good,” he managed. His groin was tight and hot. “Where’s
Nolluz.”
“He’s…busy.”
A chill crawled up Kasan’s spine. “Max’s people?”
“Don’t worry about it, Kasan. It’s not something you can affect right
now, even if you weren’t in your current condition. Go, take care of
yourself and the little one.” He was quiet a long moment. “It’s good to
hear your voice, Kasan. I would have missed hearing it.”
Kasan grunted out some reply and turned away from the box. Davin and
Mick were leaning on each other and Rui was swaying in place now,
flushed, pupils dilated. Max slept on in Kasan’s arms, oblivious and
beautiful.
“We need to get to the healers,” Kasan growled. They walked down the
hall, leaning against each other, and slowly made their way through the
Citadel.
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